“And we’ll have these
down.” Neatly-manicured fingers slip under the waistband of his underpants,
which are tight and very white. The cloth clings to well-muscled, athlete’s
buttocks like a second skin. So tight that it takes a tug or two to get them
down far enough to bare his pale cheeks just the way she wants them.
“I’m very disappointed
with you, Coleman. Very disappointed. You’ve been a very disobedient young man
this term, haven’t you? I’ve given you chance after chance, haven’t I?” There’s
a pause, which he knows means the question is one that she expects him to
answer. Most of her questions are meant to answer themselves, but this last one
is clearly one of the ones that isn’t. An answer is expected.
It’s a dilemma. If he
doesn’t come up with one quickly he will be even deeper in trouble than he
already is. But he’s a little preoccupied with the weird feeling of
hyper-sensitivity that he’s been experiencing since he entered the room.
His over-stimulated
nervous system is focussed almost entirely on his butt. In a normal day how
often are you aware of your behind? It’s just there isn’t it, usually between
you and whatever you are sitting on?
Not just now though. At
this precise moment Jay time is in go-slow and every nerve ending in his butt
cheeks vibrates with anticipation about what is about to happen.
From the moment she took
the strap out of the desk drawer the air has seemed electric. In the slight
chill of the room the surface of his lily-white bottom and sun-browned thighs
have turned to goosebumps.
He has to say something.
The Vice-Principal (Pastoral) is waiting for something, but the best he can do
is to mumble: “I don’t know... I guess I’m sorry...”
The fact that his face is
pressed into the polished teak surface of the desk top doesn’t help. “Speak up
young man, I can’t hear you,” Mrs Flood says. Her voice is cool,
steely edged and rather husky.
“I’m sorry...” he says again, lifting his face a little to free a little more sound. Almost too much.
“I’m sorry...” he says again, lifting his face a little to free a little more sound. Almost too much.
“No need to shout,” she
answers sardonically. “Save your voice for later. You have had your chances,
but still you’re disobedient. So I think it’s time for a long-overdue
punishment...”
Jay screws his eyes shut
and holds his breath waiting for the swish-crack of the punishment strap. But
it doesn’t arrive and after four or five seconds he opens his eyes again to see
that Mrs F has crossed to the far side of the room.
She’s standing by the
window looking out and running the dark, aged strap slowly through her fingers
as though she’s testing its weight. Looking over surrounding roofs to a quiet
road – it is Sunday morning – and to rolling countryside beyond she is counting
slowly to ten in her head. Anticipation is all part of the experience, she feels,
and so he should wait just a little longer.
Just realised that I've posted twice today an used the word 'anticipation' in both. One track mind, I think.
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